Rollercoaster
6 Mar 2024 14:53![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
taevachiEverything is too much up and down, you know. Bad things happen and then good things. It's making me dizzy. I got in a bit of a pickle with work stuff for the future but then the situation solved itself.
I got a statement that I can start looking for a therapist. I haven't started yet but yeah. Living that unemployed life for the next three months.
Guess I didn't write anything for a while. I had my bday and coworkers got me a whole ass cake. So I guess they don't hate me. Coworkers from my last year job also got me a 50 € gift card to a local store. I'm so confused like why would you give nice things to me ;__;
It's kinda funny though that a year ago I was very lonely, and this year I wasn't able to meet everyone who tried to meet me on my bday (ran out of time). So yeah I don't really feel much lonely anymore.
I've also advanced in getting back to studying Japanese.
And it was such a nice day yesterday and sunny. I helped my grandma to go to the hospital for a checkup and took her to the store and drove her home (in another town). And she'd give me tea and pastries and money and a flowerpot. You know how it is with grandmas.
I also used bday money to get myself a new backpack. It's very cute imo.
I've tried to watch more movies. I watched Sing, Dance, Act: Kabuki featuring Toma Ikuta (2022), which got me the feeling that I really wanna check out some kabuki theatre. On my bday, I watched Paprika (2006) with some friends. I've had it on DVD for years, but I never managed to watch it until now. It was a perfectly okay nice movie.
I also managed to play some Animal Crossing, which I consider to be a good sign. The villagers wished me a happy bday too... It's a feel-good game, so it would be good for me to indulge in some feel-good. Maybe Stardew Valley today.
I got a statement that I can start looking for a therapist. I haven't started yet but yeah. Living that unemployed life for the next three months.
Guess I didn't write anything for a while. I had my bday and coworkers got me a whole ass cake. So I guess they don't hate me. Coworkers from my last year job also got me a 50 € gift card to a local store. I'm so confused like why would you give nice things to me ;__;
It's kinda funny though that a year ago I was very lonely, and this year I wasn't able to meet everyone who tried to meet me on my bday (ran out of time). So yeah I don't really feel much lonely anymore.
I've also advanced in getting back to studying Japanese.
And it was such a nice day yesterday and sunny. I helped my grandma to go to the hospital for a checkup and took her to the store and drove her home (in another town). And she'd give me tea and pastries and money and a flowerpot. You know how it is with grandmas.
I also used bday money to get myself a new backpack. It's very cute imo.
I've tried to watch more movies. I watched Sing, Dance, Act: Kabuki featuring Toma Ikuta (2022), which got me the feeling that I really wanna check out some kabuki theatre. On my bday, I watched Paprika (2006) with some friends. I've had it on DVD for years, but I never managed to watch it until now. It was a perfectly okay nice movie.
I also managed to play some Animal Crossing, which I consider to be a good sign. The villagers wished me a happy bday too... It's a feel-good game, so it would be good for me to indulge in some feel-good. Maybe Stardew Valley today.
