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taevachiGod I don't even wanna talk about this.
The last time I was working with this team was a little over a year ago, and I always had fun. But something happened to them last year, when I was in a different project.... They're just so lowkey pissed off all the time? Like you can just feel that, under the surface, non-verbal frustration. And I'm not even being invited on the gigs, unlike before. It's so weird... Like, what happened while I was doing other tasks? I get mixed messages and most of the time it isn't even targeted at me or anything, they just seem so pissed off generally all the time? It does not give me good vibes... We used to have so much fun working together, what happened?
So I might have kind of started crying about this in my office on Friday and yeah. I was thoroughly exhausted when I got home. I quickly ate dinner and went to nap, it was around 6 pm or so. I woke up at 8 pm because my dad called, then something happened, I don't know when I fell asleep again, simply that when I opened my eyes, it was 2:30 am, haha. So yeah, I guess I was tired. Still, I've been feeling relatively good recently, so it was unfortunate I was so tired late this week. Especially since I'm not quite sure what is real and what is just my paranoia.
Well, the weekend has been spent with watching the first episodes of Hazbin Hotel, and the last episodes of TGCF. I played a little bit of civ6 with my gf, a little bit of Genshin... I've been working on some icons. And today, I went to vote in the presidential elections. It's still the first round, the two who get the most votes on the first round go on the second round. We'll know the results of the first round next Sunday.
Welp, all I really hope for is a better next week. Now, I'm getting tired again so I think I'll be going to bed soon.
The last time I was working with this team was a little over a year ago, and I always had fun. But something happened to them last year, when I was in a different project.... They're just so lowkey pissed off all the time? Like you can just feel that, under the surface, non-verbal frustration. And I'm not even being invited on the gigs, unlike before. It's so weird... Like, what happened while I was doing other tasks? I get mixed messages and most of the time it isn't even targeted at me or anything, they just seem so pissed off generally all the time? It does not give me good vibes... We used to have so much fun working together, what happened?
So I might have kind of started crying about this in my office on Friday and yeah. I was thoroughly exhausted when I got home. I quickly ate dinner and went to nap, it was around 6 pm or so. I woke up at 8 pm because my dad called, then something happened, I don't know when I fell asleep again, simply that when I opened my eyes, it was 2:30 am, haha. So yeah, I guess I was tired. Still, I've been feeling relatively good recently, so it was unfortunate I was so tired late this week. Especially since I'm not quite sure what is real and what is just my paranoia.
Well, the weekend has been spent with watching the first episodes of Hazbin Hotel, and the last episodes of TGCF. I played a little bit of civ6 with my gf, a little bit of Genshin... I've been working on some icons. And today, I went to vote in the presidential elections. It's still the first round, the two who get the most votes on the first round go on the second round. We'll know the results of the first round next Sunday.
Welp, all I really hope for is a better next week. Now, I'm getting tired again so I think I'll be going to bed soon.
