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Happy Valentine's. It's my first Valentine's Day in a relationship. However, in my country, it's "Friends' Day", and we are in different countries and decided not to gift each other anything etcetera. So a normal day then.
My morning started fine, and I was mostly just feeling filled with love. However, in the afternoon I started feeling stressed out. I didn't have much to do at work today, which makes me feel like a bad employee. And then, I convince myself everyone hates me etc but that's probably my paranoia...
I actually started using Mastodon again, but I'm not sure if that's a good or a bad idea, or if I can stick to it.
Due to the stress, I'd already go to sleep, but I can't as I still have Japanese class in an hour. I want to study but at the same time, I just feel too tired for it, every week. But okay. I just did like 75 kanji practices which is 75 more than most days so I'd already count that as an achievement.
One nice thing is that I managed to clean most of the house yesterday. I asked my mom to come for a visit, so she sat on the couch and I cleaned. I need that sort of support :D I also ordered new clothes. I think they're "emo-coded" like stripes and such. I can't wait to wear them.
My morning started fine, and I was mostly just feeling filled with love. However, in the afternoon I started feeling stressed out. I didn't have much to do at work today, which makes me feel like a bad employee. And then, I convince myself everyone hates me etc but that's probably my paranoia...
I actually started using Mastodon again, but I'm not sure if that's a good or a bad idea, or if I can stick to it.
Due to the stress, I'd already go to sleep, but I can't as I still have Japanese class in an hour. I want to study but at the same time, I just feel too tired for it, every week. But okay. I just did like 75 kanji practices which is 75 more than most days so I'd already count that as an achievement.
One nice thing is that I managed to clean most of the house yesterday. I asked my mom to come for a visit, so she sat on the couch and I cleaned. I need that sort of support :D I also ordered new clothes. I think they're "emo-coded" like stripes and such. I can't wait to wear them.
